all gonna end tonite. watever lousy feelings n pathetic life.

well. so finally i decided tat i shld stop going down le.

my mind's ready. yeap. but while my mind n heart struggle all these while, i sort of learn sth.

i need to listen to my heart too. yeap. i was overloaded with emotions that i chose to ignore all these while. n it hit me so hard. simply lost control of my emotions. i got angry wif myself my life. got impatient wif people ard me. all the wanna give up, wanna be alone n wanna turn cold kind of feelings juz keep coming in. yeap. overloaded.

made some painful decisions tat could affect my whole life.

i let go.

i gave up.

till now, i dunnoe if i did the right thing. giving up all that were so precious to me in exchange of pieces of my life n uncertainty.

im like walking my life once again. back to where i came from.

in search of the missing piece again. [=


'Stand still for a moment and look around. Look out at the sky. It's the same piece of sky we are staring at. And it's the same thing we are waiting for.'